it hurts when you ignore me

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it make me cry when u ignore me
it hurts
i want you
i really want u
i will love u
i am willing to give up things for u
i am willing to do anything for u
please just respond to me
cause i am like a zombie now
my heart stop
i cant survive 1 day without hearing your voice
i love you more then anything else
or we can just be best pals
aye mate?
words cant describe my love for you
please
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/////////.................sddesrse,aaominunybdvtfrtwuy34dx

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i love your eyes
love your smile
love your funky hair
love u love u yes i do
love back and i will too

i love yr walk
love yr talk
and love the things you dare

please....
i know i am crapping here
but it's the truth

Jumping
Around
Stupidly
On
Notting

I
REALLY LOVE U
-felicia

i hate china

okay i'm back but....it is the worse holiday ever everything there is so fake for example a ipod is called ique pod...wth!!!then nike(my fave)is called nave,....wth n wtf...
i hate there...there is no western food or wad only mac n kfc.....tt make me put on 2 kg!!!wtf....going to do sports tmr....wtf......the ppl there make me wanna punch them...when i am walking a whole lot of ppl selling fake things came rushing to me....wtf....
argh!!!!never CHINA again.....stupid place.....fcuk them upside down....lol....i bought nth....the things there are fake FAKE FAKE.....wth....the toliet is so smelly worse then anywhere i've been.....the toliet u can find roaches,worms,shit,n blood....wth...nv china again...
the food sucks it made me cry
i cried....wth u think....i wont cry so easily.....omg!no i cry because the food sucks.....it taste like shit
no western food.....omg!how am i gonna live.....wtf!!!!anyway i am back so i am so happy.....lol
but tt stupid gordon wanna me be his gf again......hell no....
i'm still thinking.....help me alittle.....lol...jkjk
i dun wanna say cause i am idk doing nth....
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with love,
felicia

p.s.
i missed u girls......not guys....lol
haha........
how was the bball training?
plus the weather in china hit nearly 40deegree...
wtf......
bb

hell-o

hey peeps....i'm sad....tt i am going to go to CHINA tmr.....
all of u must miss me kay...jkjk...
but i will surely miss all of u peeps....i will miss basketball training for this week....sad sia....
haha.....i will be back on sunday...............
then ziee will be going to overseas sad....cant see her for 2 weeks....lol
haha.....k i have enff of craping so i'm gonna go slacking
haha......bb dun miss me too much kay?lol jkjk....
with love n missin'-ness(created tt word myself...)
felicia
xoxo

XD

*sniff*sniff*
ladies n gentlemens
i am going to go overseas like in to days time....going to china.........MUST MISS ME KAY?LOL.....MUST K..........THEN COME BACK MUST SAVE $$.....LOL......I HATE HOLIDAYS NO POCKET MONEY MUST USE THE $$I SAVE,....BAD...
I WILL BE LEAVING ON WENSDAY MORNING......
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I WILL MISS ALL OF THE GIRLS IN BBALL INCLUDING COACH
END OF POST...
WITH LOVE,
FELICA

what i need is a real friend

all i need is a friend who i can really trust n tell all my probs....i have no more faith in myself anymore.....i have no one to talk to n play with i am so stupid...no one wants to friend me becasue i suck...
i hate myself.....why is heaven doing this to me......all i noe is to pretend to smile n laugh in sch.....he is rite.....i am not worth in this world.....

XD

i'm going to china.....man.....tt sucks.....i hate china!!!!!
argh...no choice but still have to go cannot bring laptob or else l8r lost i sure cry........nvm go there anyhow buy things then go do veri embrassing thing......nvm i'm not gonna take pic of the embrassing thingy.........lol............haha but will take pic of the good one.....like omg!lol felicia i gonna wear skirt.......ZIEE better DONT TELL ANYONE WAD IS THE EMBRASSING THINGY......LOL WHEN time comes or when i come back then i tell.......lol..lol totally fuck of by my stupid sore eye.....wtf.....kk blog short
peace out,
felicia
ZIEE REMEMBER NOT TO TELL ANYONE....................

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i'm so tired...lol
haha....gd tt ryan now is outta my blog now i can haave peace.....lol
haha...............................today bball training tiring but fun....me i kip eating sweet then lol after tt i eat potato chips...haha...lol i wish i had brought a bigger pack so can share with everyone....lol.....kk.....lol bb
with love,
felicia

freaking angry...

okay ryan!u are a jerk.....idk why u are my friend???.....okay wtf
i SUPER MEGA ULTRA HATE U!U BETTER DUN MAKE ME ANGRY!!!U MADE ME WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING 4AM TO SAY I WANNA MAKE OUT WITH U.....HELL U!!!!I KNOW U ARE STILL IN MY BLOG....GET OUTTA HERE NOW OR I WILL BE ANGRY....NVM I AM ALREADY ANGRY.....JUST GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE N GET ANOTHER FUCK BUDDY....I DONT WANNA BE YR FUCK BUDDY...U ARENT MY TYPE....U ARE A FAT,FLABBY JERK....GET OUTTA HERE NOW!!!!U ARE VERY DISGUSTING....U ARE A HORNY JERK WHO WONT GET A LIFE RITE.......U ARE FINDING HELL HERE....FIND SOMEONE ELSE......SORRY I KNOW YR TYPE......U HAVE MY BLOG IN YR HP....I KNOW TT....N IN YR COM....JUST GET A LIFE......I AM TOO YOUNG FOR U..........I HATE U.....IF U ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME JUST SAY.,....U DUN NID THOSE FLIRTY PICK UP LINES....I WONT FALL FOR IT......GET LOST.....

wad a jerk...
go away.....u are just pushing it......
i told u we can be friends but not fuck buddies....
BYE!